I'm worried that my seeds will take I'm wondering how deep they're buried Scattered through the hills the lake Into the river through valley But they won't grow I'll leave here With all my love I'll disappear I wonder if one day I'll wake With everything that I can carry Held in my arms like feather weight When all my friends are home and married I pray they know I'll leave here With all my love I'll disappear I guess that I should want to stay But I can't yet I'm just not ready The sun might cast a light of change When the mountain comes to hold me steady If I don't go And plant seeds here I fear my light Will disappear So let me go I'm done here Don't chase my ghost I'll disappear