I got a lot on my chest
Like I'm supporting Some D cups
You don't gotta ask me twice
If you want me to speak up
Just give me your attention
And I hope you can keep up
I been going thru some shit
And my demons they creep up
Minor problem I solve em
I'm crushing these weak fucks
But that ain't always the case
Sometimes a case to the face
Heineken or what have you
A couple of shots of that too
I uncover her tattoo
Now we indulge in taboo
Give her this missile like the Soviet
Then dismissal appropriate
For someone that was only worthy
Of me at my horniest
Never my holliest
But was it worth it
Now Im back in my bed
Feeling my loneliest
For now it's highly unlikely
That I cry for her
And even if tho she may doubt me
I never lie to her
Am I the right man? yes, just not for you
Are You the right girl? yes, just not for proof
I'm fuckin' this bitch that had broken my heart now I'm breaking her back how stupid is this
I'm holding a grudge when I'm angry or sad or annoyed man I do all the stupidest things
Like drink on this drink till it's gone
Smoke on this spliff till I'm gone
This ain't the best of the cures but shit when I'm hurting this stuff ain't feeling so wrong
Got way too many problems
All this talk about love left me Exhausted
I cant love no one till I love my own self
The Fighting and fuckin and fighting done made me toxic
Now I'm Lovesick
I cant trust shit
All these women is suspicious
I need a woman that's passionate
And Ambitious with Substance
I need a woman that loves herself
Like she say she love me
Past relationship took a toll on a nigga when it turned ugly
Left my heart in pieces
Told her all of my Secrets
Sharing all of my demons
The Bitch before her done cheated on me
Now I'm pouring shots of the poison
Numb the pain with bad choices
Go thru pain just to avoid it
Learning how to let go
Turning my wounds into wisdom
Losing myself in the process
Love come and go with a rhythm
That's why a nigga been cautious
Sit with the pain till it passes
Sip til I empty my glass
Tray fulla cigarette ash and matches
Tryna forget my past
Now I'm fuckin this