If I cannot put this shit past you
How can I hold it against you
U ain't the first
Doin what women and men do
Before you said it I sensed u
But on The first
Friends that Call u when the rent due
Just as loyal as these hoes be
Weighing heavy on the mental
Fade away a nigga Kobe
Always happy to offend you
Been thru ringers fuck opinions too
You pity a fool, I pity the truth believe It
Carbon fiber hoe the coup anemic
Flyin thru the booth speedin
Pay no tolls but I paid dues for seasons
Six figure tax bills
Two thousand one rich nigga hill my address
Put Sudan on the atlas check the stats No room on my walls for plaques
I'd rather see art than relax
Nigga we in a charge
In a see of frauds
Hennessy cause hard liquor help me See the real involved
And the fake
I'm on my night job I been awake
I been awake I been awake
Been awake I been active
Pour the truth in my glass
Because
Moments that sober me
Only happen
When I'm drunk
I'll Give you all of me gladly
Only thing about it that's sad is
Moments that torture me
Only happen
When I love
Too much
Weighing on me
You said you'd ride til the wheels fall Off
Now you on your way out
Decisions I made
To keep you away from me
Stay away from me
For good
When you Lose someone so close to You
The trauma says it best
Nightmares and dreams
The only thing that keep me
Moving forward
From the plane I sit
I see the sun while it changes shifts
Like Oh, this what greatness is
Suddenly my worries fade to bliss
And I'm sick I aint take a pic
So I'ma paint the shit
Cannabis
Fill the air while she tellin me she Prayed for this
Wish we didn't have to play with risk
She just wanna take it and cradle it
And me too, thru the cracks in my Armor shit
You still see my heart, cardiologist
Thinking bout my nigga
Dom cause he not in my life
He aint make it to the end but he Starred in it
And I aint made but a step towards
Everything that I promised him still a Step nonetheless
Making moves on a chessboard and
My path horizontal never back like Harden I worked real hard to be Confident
Now the best and myself are Synonomous
I aint built for no trends or to be like
No artist I'm here for the raw and the Honest shit
Can't hang out like a fat nigga bottom Lip
Please don't ask me to pull up, don't Need a j
Or to lay up I'm climbing Accomplishments
On my way up I pull up with me the Gang
Its gon be a way
Am I bein late
I ain't broke but I'm far from an Issa Rae Insecure but I'm gonna be me Today
I'm on the road fuck the ETA
Aidy told me I'm only three feet away
Sometimes it get easy to veer away
But now I like driving, I'm steering Straight I been awake I'm still awake
Been awake I been active
Pour the truth in my glass
Because
Moments that sober me
Only happen
When I'm drunk
I'll Give you all of me gladly
Only thing about it that's sad is
Moments that torture me
Only happen
When I love
Too much
Weighing on me
You said you'd ride til the wheels fall Off
Now you on your way out
Decisions I made
To keep you away from me
Stay away from me
For good
When you Lose someone so close to You
The trauma says it best
Nightmares and dreams
The only thing that keep me
Moving forward
Picture perfect how we started
Drawing inspiration from your heart And then we parted ways
Spent many day tryna reconstruct this Feeling we're calling love
Better loved and have lost it
What's the cost for all these losses Couldn't expect a penny from thoughts To be reimbursed but now I see my Worth after all of those years man Them tears hurt
Teardrops like a waterfall
Mix the liquor with my cortisol
Two am and I'm lover boy by three am I'm on Dog mode
Four am praying to the lord I'm conflicted As shit
Lost but i know that I'm gifted with This skill
Keep it raw ain't nothing that's Distilled
I ain't tryna be the cousin that call you Whenever he need something
Even though he'll pick up like wassup Are you stuck
Tell me whatever you need cousin
Fuck it I'll figure it out
Twenty something still stuck in this house man I've been afraid
Pops left and I feel a way cuz I've been Betrayed
Man I've been away