Sin see-er To be sincere I sincerely doubt That I won't sin here Since here Is the same sphere That bred all the fear That I felt last year It's hard To walk these parts They heart so dark That They laugh at God Oh Lord! Astaghfar Allah! Some trap out the yard Some on blocks moving hard Pitch a Ball (8ball) in the dark Hit it right out the park Some foes come to fight Some come just to bark Either way you get diced down To size We de-sensitized When eyes on the prize Lost lives to mob ties Police and hunger Hold tight and flow like The mummies from tha Past-told me mash On they ass for payback Trap intel in hell To help find your way back Can't stop won't stop Been at it since way back It's taken me a minute but I'm glad I'm here Stuck on this journey I'm trying to battle fear Enough nights I spent holding back shedding tears Play it off nonchalant, so cavalier Witnessed a whole lot under the stratosphere Some of it made me colder like sinuses Some of it made me stronger like callisthenics Now I'm ten toes down til I get callouses And to be very honest I would cry but my eyes dried up puffin sinsemillia Dreaming of cheese like Reggio Emilia If you don't know about the team get familiar Make a bet on this side and make a million I'm only trying to prevail over the failures that I've come across Save me some of the Baileys and the Jameson I've been HufflePuffin like I'm mothafuckin Dumbledore Lately I been needing a couple drinks in me to write a song Pouring some Lil nigga with this notepad used to love to write and rap a lot Trap a lot bad aroma from stirring the crack in pots Stack a lot Hanukkah for fiends they tell us mazel tov Serious as the holocaust the final form Kakarot Ima Super sayin being Used to play with demons These evil creatures with features resemble scares I'm dreaming Do I care for the feelings Man they just change by the evening I don't understand the situations don't care for the reasons We sinned plenty in this sin city Sip henny spark this fat spliffy tryna calm my mind quickly Millionaire dreams from this red penny Overloaded tryna clear my mind before my mind kill me Walking paradox conflicted in my own decisions Man I hate this world but love my life n its worst conditions I'm a criminal according to the feds description No prescriptions for poverty in this life we living I'm sincere My pen steers Right left I'm tryna write my thoughts clear