I thought I tried a lot of times
I think I might of changed my mind
That same lil nigga that was working on his rhymes
Became a nigga who'd be troubled down the line
Let's start with the drugs how many have I taken?
Wake up in the morning how quickly I'm baking
Feeling like I'm yearning for something I can't say but
I don't want to lose out on time
Trying to chase this paper
Wondering if I get stuck
Cause I do this to myself
Or is it I am out of luck
Cause I found nobody else
And don't you think it's fucked
That I'm distancing myself
I Thought I had it in the cusp
But I'm left there in the dust
Thinking I get stuck
Cause I do this to myself
And I am out of luck
Cause I found nobody else
And don't you think it's fucked?
That I'm distancing myself
I thought I had it in the cusp
But I'm left there in the dust
Ever wanna get away
When it's not a destination or a place
When it's really more a hurdle then a phase
When you tryna find space in a maze getting dazed
Battling depression through your days
A spliff to make sure it don't phase you
Can't slip without my say so
So much to say but I lay low
Think about it I was beaming
As a kid I never thought about the meaning
But nowadays I be riding round my city on defense
Expose weakness they'll slay
Won't swallow my pride nada
This shits kept me alive momma
Add this pressure I thrive
Pain threshold been high
Wondering if I get stuck
Cause I do this to myself
Or is it I am out of luck
Cause I found nobody else
And don't you think it's fucked
That I'm distancing myself
I Thought I had it in the cusp
But I'm left there in the dust
Thinking I get stuck
Cause I do this to myself
And I am out of luck
Cause I found nobody else
And don't you think it's fucked?
That I'm distancing myself
I thought I had it in the cusp
But I'm left there in the dust