The joke's not funny The truth's not true Best know that's it's nothing That all of this has to do with you Get a grip of all this They can hear when we fight That's enough Now there's blood everywhere, honey Put down the knife I know you like my own reflection And you know that too You can claim all the change that you want But darlin' I haven't moved You can silently burn in a corner You can hide all the scars But I know something's up my love It's not just the beat of my beaten up heart Finally I face it now The damage that's done Lost the race 'cause you shot me down With the starting gun Say it but don't shout it out Promise I'm listening For it's rain that grows the flowers And thunder scares them To make sure I crawl out Not a part of your job For you taught me how to love but never how to stop From here going back to strangers That's not how I chose to remember I blind myself with distractions but that's not enough Finally you left behind The best and the worst And bled out what's left inside With a paper cut Anyone who asks me now I say we're still in love For the rain that grew the flowers Now it pours down and floods