Took the light in your life and sold you the dark Showed you the love of your life just to keep you apart I keep the restless awake, I'm spent from weathering storms It's what I do to myself I sit and carve out scars No one taught me, I never learned, still don't know When to stop and to what end should love not go Whether to wear it out Or take it slow I'm still tryna love somebody so Well maybe It drove me crazy But lately It hurts me the same way As it did when I happily bled as I waited for you To come save me Just maybe It eats me from the inside as long as I breathe Out is what a secret wants that's why it's hard to keep And now I understand it wasn't mine to decide And I get it now why you wanted to leave Well maybe What cursed us was changing Or maybe It helped us erase things For all I said were the words that are used too much and too soon It wasn't what it seemed But baby Know I tried to let you have the last word It wasn't in my nature I really thought that I could save us Subtle lies and deception paralyzed this I'd tell you and you'd never like it What a dislocated love We both gave up And right where we began is where we lost our only chance at this And maybe We lost what we set free And what I put you through Comes back now to break me Because for all that it's worth I don't deserve to see this through Show up in my memories Just maybe Baby, just maybe