Cause the freedom fires from my memory But I know you're still haunting everything And though someday maybe it'll be okay But I can't escape right now... I've damned myself tonight I pray I'll be alright But you let me down I swear Trying to cut you out Can't even scream or shout Cause you left me numb my dear Oh, won't you let me go? Don't say it's okay I was on my way to healing, oh Something I just need to learn Every time I feel alone I can't keep running back to you again Turned my golden into dust Rain on me until I rust All I do is run to you again Summers are over, lights can shine again Leaving myself to something I can't mend And although someday maybe I'll be okay But I'm not to blame, oh no... I've damned myself tonight I pray I'll be alright But you let me down I swear Trying to cut you out Can't even scream or shout Cause you left me numb my dear Oh, won't you let me go? Don't say it's okay I was on my way to healing, oh Something I just need to learn Every time I feel alone I can't keep running back to you again Turned my golden into dust Rain on me until I rust All I do is run to you again Baby, I was on my way I was on my way I was on my way Something I just need to learn Every time I feel alone I can't keep running back to you again Turned my golden into dust Rain on me until I rust All I do is run to you again Baby, I was on my way I was on my way I was on my way