This is how it all starts We begin with a weak plan This is how I fall apart I think it's just the way I am This is where I hold on Hoping something good'll come from the mess And this is where it goes wrong So I shrug and say I gave it my best And I know that you know that I don't believe in love anyway And I know that you know that I don't believe a word that I say The build up and let down, it's all for what? I wake up and break down I'm giving up I'm giving up Stare into the black night Like staring at a brick wall Waking up a thousand times But never waking up at all Sleeping in a spare bed Just a room away from all that I want Trying hard just to make sense Trying harder just to try to move on It's the last time It's the last shot It's the goodbye This is all I've got