I've never felt less like myself Than when I'm naked in reflections Truly wish that I could exit this body And it's coming on again Starting to crush again Can't wait to fuck up every friendship that I've made But I've never felt more like myself Than when I'm drunk alone at 3 a.m. again 'Cause my stupid brain can't help But get attached to every person Whose attention even barely starts to drift a bit my way Oh, here we go again Here we go again