Pocket full of secrets Belly full of stars Our loving where we left it Buried deep in my backyard In the lonely heat of August I am hanging on a dream I've been using it to ground me But it's torn along the seam Come spilling from the centre The sounds of love and loss An image of a jester Of children born from moss The edge of love is jagged But the center, tang and sweet I reminisce on fishing lines And stacks of magazines Pocket full of secrets Belly full of stars I am digging in the garden I am digging in the yard You dressed up as a tradesman In your father's suit and tie I conjured up a marching band And forced them into lines We played a game of family Until the lights were low And then you left me lonely In the summer and the snow I recall you at the playground You are dancing on the swings I want to fill your heart with butterflies And other pretty things Pocket full of secrets Belly full of stars Perhaps it's best we left it Kept on going as we are Pocket full of secrets Belly full of skies There's stones left still for turning I'm afraid of what I'll find Pocket full of secrets Belly full of stars Buried deep in time and memory Buried deep in my backyard