Something isn't right with this I've been missing the attention, You don't listen You've been giving, You've been spending up your time Out there lying Oh You're like novacane If I could turn back time back when I used to call you mine Every time I said I love you, I wish it was a lie I wish I never met you, I wish I never cared for you I fucking hate myself that I can never seem to hate you How the fuck you sleep at night with all the things that you did How the fuck you fake that smile with all the things that you hid? You were my everything, remember that promise ring? Remember who was there to help you at your worst night no matter anything? Damn, I guess I didn't mean shit What's the use of promises? if you don't mean it Tried to keep you safe from harm but you don't see it When you crying in my arms? Who you seeing? Do you see me or you see him? He's the reason why you're leaving Seeing you with him now makes me feel like I'm not breathing Fucks me up every night to the point, I wanna be him Never good in your eyes, cause I know ill never be him, damn How you sleep at night with all the things you did? How you fake that smile with all the things you hid? You said that you love me but you never did I guess from the start you wanna be with him Used to talk about our future now you're someone in the past Thought you were the one, really thought you'd be my last I'm looking at the mirror, thinking what we used to be When you brought him to the picture, What am I supposed to be? Ever since that day, in my head its been stuck on replay Really hurts me, when I found out you laughed in my face You don't even feel sorry, you got nothing to say I guess that ego of yours would never go away I'm just a joke to you, you enjoy laughing to I guess that makes me a clown for ever trusting you They say that love's a drug but you just want your ex to see I guess you love me cause you see a part of him in me Honesty and loyalty? All you do is lie to me I just want the best for you You don't feel the same for me Tried to give you everything You don't see that shit in me Even if you hurt me I still want you to live happily How you sleep at night with all the things you did? How you fake that smile with all the things you hid? You said that you love me but you never did I guess from the start you wanna be with him