Grief doesn't really go away You just learn how to manage it better Like it feels like it fades away in time Which means the weight of it becomes weaker But um when you lose someone that holds a place in your heart It can be hard to shake off That's the heart behind this song That's what its all about Tryna find my way home Sometimes I don't know My mind tells me "don't run" to You But I know You're the safest place Grief will fade away Tryna find my way home to You Life stays trying me I don't want the wheel so You can guide me Backseat driving Imma let it go Cause I don't really know Lost my aunty right before the tour started I was blindsided, I was so clouded Went up on the stage feeling brokenhearted Smiled for the gram but so broken on the inside I just need You next to me I need more of You More of You and less of me When I am going through it You're the safest place for me You will make a way for me Tryna find my way home Sometimes I don't know My mind tells me "don't run" to You But I know You're the safest place Grief will fade away Tryna find my way home to You You can't put a price on any given peace of mind So why try gain all the world just to lose your life? Said goodbye to grandpa Kenneth Couldn't make the burial in a pandemic Still ain't go no closure But I know it helps when I'm being authentic I just need You next to me I need more of You More of You and less of me When I'm going through it You're the safest place for me You will make a way for me Tryna find my way home Sometimes I don't know My mind tells me "don't run" to You But I know You're the safest place Grief will fade away Tryna find my way home to You You're the safest place for me You will make a way for me Grief will fade away It just takes time You're the hiding place I need Tryna find my way home Sometimes I don't know My mind tells me "don't run" to You But I know You're the safest place Grief will fade away Tryna find my way home to You God I pray to You immensely for Cass For You to be with her And for You to lead her with all that she wants to do in her life Be with her family too in Jesus name Amen