Woke up this morning, barely alive

I spit up hope, regret, blood and bile

You know it was a big one out at The Cat
C'mon man get up, we got a plane to catch

I need a pain reliever
A mind deciver and i need it now
Oh we're not going home tonight
Four steps from the gate
Try not to separate
You know it's bad luck in Berlin
Bad luck Berlin
With just one step to go
We were half a step to slow
You know it's bad luck in Berlin
Bad luck Berlin
♪
Smashed into a train and fired down the track
Hair of the dog and just like that I'm back
Out of this world and out of my mind
But it won't last, this is borrowed time

I need a pain reliever
A mind deciver and i need it now
Oh we're not going home tonight
Four steps from the gate
Try not to separate
You know it's bad luck in Berlin
Bad luck Berlin
With just one step to go
We were half a step to slow
You know it's bad luck in Berlin
Bad luck Berlin
You know it's bad luck in Berlin
♪
Oh we're not going home tonight
Four steps from the gate
Try not to separate
You know it's bad luck in Berlin
Bad luck Berlin
With just one step to go
We were half a step to slow
You know it's bad luck in Berlin
Bad luck Berlin
Four steps from the gate
Try not to separate
You know it's bad luck in Berlin
Bad luck Berlin
You know it's bad luck in Berlin
Bad luck Berlin
I'm struggling