I remeber the past Like with real eyes I am in flashback All my fellings are coming back I don't know what is real I fall bak into dreams Into black holes Acting poor roles Creeping under my skin Torture's teasing pain in me Triggered - black mass released Triggered - dark suns collapsing in me I wear the bygone mask Dissociated eyes Staring in fear All my tension is building up I'm exploding with rage Aimlessly punching round Striking with hate Unable to stop Blood running from my hands Trigered by fear; exhausted by pain Triggered - black mass released Triggered - dark suns collapsing in me I cannot see what is real I cannot feel where i am It's starting again It's rising up Escalating with brute force