Would I believe in god when recently I've been drained I don't expect to answer it but it's just a little comforting See, I'm not afraid to tell the truth cuz I know you're not listening But the truth is that I'm really struggling You see there's thoughts in my head I never thought I would have I mean what if I wasn't here, maybe then I'll be glad See, I don't think anyone would mind because I've become such a burden So I'll just grab my drink and pray this stops hurting (I'll pray this stops hurting) (I'll pray) (Forgive me, Father, for I have sinned) (I've spent my life worrying about one thing) (That one thing was spent at night and that's wrong) (And I can't change it because I've lost it all)