You knew I wouldn't go That's why you threatened me Would I stay? Said I was sick, and I'd be alone Said my mind was not my own I didn't learn... You crawled up on your knees A victim's pretty-please Would I stay? would I stay? And I stayed... (How many more times) How many more times Till I broke down from that guilty mess? (How many more times) You taught me to hate to love you That's because you love to hate yourself I wish it had a happy end Like the fairy tales pretend there can be But things are not the same When your life love was a game of make-believe You've got everything you want But not everything you need And it's true... You receive what you achieve (How many more times) How many screaming fights, tears of rage Until it ended? (How many more times) How many more times till I say who I am And don't pretend? (How many more times) How many more times Till I broke out of that guilty mess? (How many more times) How many more times till I say who I am And don't pretend?