I don't wanna close my eyes cause my mind is turning At least I got some shit to say, this L is burning (This L is burning, still burning I don't like the way that things are turning out (Things are turning out) I'm not too sure about the shit that you heard about (About the shit that you heard about) I wanna get high for some higher learning (For some higher learning) I wanna stay inside and make this song, hide from my curtains If we take it all, we'll die for certain (We'll die for certain) But, can you give me more? 'Cause it's not even working ('Cause it's not even working) Yeah Can you hold my hand? 'Cause I think I won't make it Why'd you bring me into this life, 'cause I hate it I try to keep my head up and I gotta stay faded The day that I die remember me and celebrate it Don't go getting over me, stay close to me, baby you know it's me Don't go getting over me, stay close to me, baby you know it's me If you think that I'm better off now, then you're wrong If you think that I can't get enough now, then you're wrong I wanna smoke 'til I yawn I'm coming from a place That might be wrong Where I don't belong I know you can't stand me Don't understand me This don't reprimand me Don't understand me Good for you, then you can be everything I can't be I just feel anxious, depressed, and I'm antsy, I can't sleep I know the devil coming back to haunt me (want me) It's getting late, I call a bitch that want me I hope she knows how to talk to me (talk to me) If she can't, she can't fuck with me, don't fuck with me Can you hold my hand? 'Cause I think I won't make it Why'd you bring me into this life, 'cause I hate it I try to keep my head up and I gotta stay faded The day that I die remember me and celebrate it Don't go getting over me, stay close to me, baby you know it's me Don't go getting over me, stay close to me, baby you know it's me