Hold my breath count to ten, backwards Breathing out sinking in, I'm a hazard Rings around my eyes, I got baggage Trying to tell myself I can take it Pushing all my friends away, damaged I'm fine until I'm not okay, manic Comes in like the cold from the window Creeping cross the floor to my pillow I just want to cry but I got no tears I know there's a light, but it don't shine here Trying to get high but I feel nothing Na-na-nothing I locked it inside but my walls are weak There's nowhere to hide from a hurt this deep Trying to get high but I feel nothing Na-na-nothing I feel nothing Not scared of death, I'm scared of living; forever My heart, my head, they're unforgiving; together Everyday's the same, I keep wondering Will I fade away or feel something? I just want to cry but I got no tears I know there's a light, but it don't shine here Trying to get high but I feel nothing Na-na-nothing I locked it inside but my walls are weak There's nowhere to hide from a hurt this deep Trying to get high but I feel nothing Na-na-nothing I feel naa na-na-na-nothing Naa na-na-na-nothing I feel naa na-na-na-nothing Naa na-na-na, I feel nothing I just want to cry but I got no tears I know there's a light, but it don't shine here Trying to get high but I feel nothing Nothing I locked it inside but my walls are weak There's nowhere to hide from a hurt this deep Trying to get high but I feel nothing Na-na-nothing I feel nothing I feel nothing No I feel nothing No I, no I I feel nothing