You're going to have to sacrifice one way or the other It's going to be a sacrifice The lights have dimmed they say Lights camera action please I'm just an actor in this script And I hate the roll I play They scream and give applause My mental state will fall I prayed to God but got More questions than answers I feel like I'm drowning forever These drugs will pick me up Until I fall back down again I'll get more than I asked for So you can fill me up The thing I love will be my own demise I'm still searching for answers The cure to all of my disease Will sleep 6 feet with me This is a state of emergency Look down at all the lonely people that hurt like me and give me A show of hands if you don't feel right A show of hands if you're not alright I hate to admit that it's true The monster inside me is you A show of hands if you don't feel right A show of hands if you're not alright I hate to admit that it's true The monster inside me is you These drugs just dull the pain Drowned in anxietys waves Sorrow pulled me up to shore She said I'm sorry we can't be friends no more Serotonin died that day Down below I'm here to stay This is the price I pay to chase the american dream The lights have dimmed they say Lights camera action please I'm just an actor in this script They'll scream and give applause My mental state will fall I pray to God but got More questions than answers Cause I'm still searching for answers The cure to all of my disease will sleep six feet with me This is a state of emergency Look down at all the lonely people that hurt like me and give me A show of hands if you don't feel right A show of hands if you're not alright I hate to admit that it's true The monster inside me is you A show of hands if you don't feel right A show of hands if you're not alright I hate to admit that it's true The monster inside me is you I know you think that you can't pull through You learned to hate man I feel that too I know one day we'll make it through The monster me is you