Twelve years to this day I watched you walk away No last goodbyes you severed your ties A home left in disarray Was it all for nothing? Is your conscience now clear? Would you die for your loved ones or just fade into the mirror Its been hell Growing without a direction Dead eyes haunt my youthful reflection You're just too little too late Where were you when the world got the best of me? I know it can't rain forever These black clouds still linger in my dreams A silhouette of better days is always that you left for me (Father, father of misery) Father of misery give back the time you took from me These childish eyes to blind to see Your absence of love was softly killing me How can we bury the indifference When the stigma of your sickness still haunts me (It fucking haunts me) Feels like i'll never-bloom Destined to perish in the rain can't find the beauty in this pain. Never-bloom Watch me wilt in the shadows of your name I'll always perish in the rain I know it can't rain forever These black clouds still linger in my dreams A silhouette of better days is all that you left for me. (Left for me) Father of misery give back the time you took from me These childish eyes to blind to see Your absence of love was softly killing me