Everybody tryna make me someone else Makin' me feel I'm not good enough It's got me kinda twisted, like I don't know myself I know sometimes I'm too hard to love I've been drinkin', so I'm gonna speak my mind I'm just chillin', and I'm tryna live my life So I'll say farewell to the hard times And I'll say - you to the bad vibes And I'll raise a glass while I toast to myself I'm a bad -, and nothin' can scare me This one's for Cari This one's for Cari, oh Had a lot of feelings, but not like this before I'm lonely at the moment, I miss my parents' couch And I'm goin' back to the New Jersey shore 'Cause I am what I am, and I ain't nothin' more I've been drinkin', so I'm gonna speak my mind I'm just chillin' and I'm tryna live my life So I'll say farewell to the hard times And I'll say you to the bad vibes And I'll raise a glass while I toast to myself I'm a bad -, and nothin' can scare me This one's for Cari This one's for Cari, oh I'm drownin' in drinks, wear my heart on my sleeve And this city's too big for the small things I need And I'm done losin' sleep over things I can't be And I pleased everybody So this one's for me So I'll say farewell to the hard times And I'll say - you to the bad vibes So I'll say farewell to the hard times And I'll say - you to the bad vibes And I'll raise a glass while I toast to myself I'm a bad - and nothin' can scare me This one's for Cari Yeah, this one's for Cari This one's for me Yeah, this one's for me This one's for Cari