I'm on the fence, looking for a reason You are here, again, again, whoa And just like that A villain, no, a monster With a beautiful disguise A product of my lies Took its toll on everyone that I have ever loved (I have ever loved) Changed my ways of thinking, left me Wondering who I was We all know why you disappeared (You disappeared) Drunk at home, late nights hoping You would still be here And you would still be here I'm holding on to every somber theme We're lost and undefined Got no dollars left to spend tonight But you said I wasn't strong You said I don't belong (I don't belong) I still wade in all the chaos and your love Lies We can find a way to make it right Yeah, yeah Hold on, it's almost over This ghost town will be your home sweet home Falsify the life you're living Make a pact in the hell you've sunk in Running from fears was my only regret 'Cause I'm through with the bullshit, you'll get what you get I'm holding on to every somber theme We're lost and undefined Got no dollars left to spend tonight But you said I wasn't strong You said I don't belong (I don't belong) I still wade in all the chaos and your love (Whoa, whoa) If you could find the fucking time We'll celebrate and cheers goodbye I never thought you'd show up anyways I'll be fine