I'm afraid of everything again I don't know where to start or where to end Self loathing and I'm loving All the pain that the pills should be numbing Pure poison, party noise and Just another red flag I'm ignoring I'm addicted to the downward spiral that we're spinning on I'm obsessing over every time I ever did you wrong Tell me you hate me 'Cause you know I love it Tell me you hate me Say it like you mean it Tell me you hate me 'Causе you know I love it Tell me you hatе me Say it like you mean it Yeah! So I'll play pretend like I'm not alone, not alone, not alone Forget, forgive but don't pick up the phone Are you feeling better now? I think I'm coming back around AHHHHHHHH! Tell me you hate me 'Cause you know I love it Tell me you hate me Say it like you mean it Tell me you hate me 'Causе you know I love it Tell me you hatе me Say it like you mean it