I was brought up with some hope of an I'd get tired but never grow old of it Mom's old church friends thought so anyways Broken cash is how I've grown up and No real dad is all I've known and my Body fights against me on most days I feel so ignorant, but I could never give up Does anybody ever know When they got what they want? All my hopes are up on the ceiling And all my friends are high and I can't keep up I can't keep up Give me something I can believe in 'Cause all my friends are high and I can't keep up I can't keep up I'll sleep in the walk-in closet to Show that I could make a page of this I stopped asking God for any breaks And I can't tell who's on my side when the Halls refer the great behind me like I'm the only one that makes mistakes Does anybody know when it's time to grow up? I know I'm getting old, but it feels like I'm on stuck Oh, all my hopes hang up on the ceiling and All my friends are high and I can't keep up I can't keep up Give me something I can believe in 'Cause all my friends are high and I can't keep up I can't keep up, no Everyday you fight to decide what you want Choose it or deny being someone you like 'Cause I was told to lay it at the feet of someone who had a son The difference between you and me Is I would do most anything 'Cause I don't want to feel relief No I just want the remedy All my hopes hang up on the ceiling My friends are high and I can't keep up I can't keep up Give me something I can believe in 'Cause all my friends are high and I can't keep up I can't keep up I can't keep up I can't No, I can't keep up No, I can't keep up