Some nights I know my life will end with violence
Some nights I'll do anything for silence
I'll punch a hole with some lead
Just to get the ghosts out of my head
There's a little truth inside all these lies
I hide myself well in between the lines
I've been here before, so I know how it ends
I know how it ends
I can talk to the dead but it's not what you think
Secret lives & broken promises
All the pain that made there heart's break
Push the .45 against my temple
The room goes silent, now it's uncomfortable
I'll plant a seed for your own inner torment
Life is hell but we're going to enjoy it
I'll feel better with deaths hands around my neck
All I want to do is sleep in my death bed
Put me in a deep sleep
I don't want to wake up for weeks
Locked in the darkest parts of my soul
I told you before this hell is home
Scream till you bleed
Die in front me
No matter where I look there is no real me
I want to taste the tears as they roll down my face
To make up for the years when I couldn't feel a thing
I'm not a real person, just other peoples memories
My face hurts from faking it
Tonight I'm not making it
Black roses on my grave
Bury me with razor blades
The further back you go
The bigger the horror gets
I see life running though me
But I don't exist
I can talk to the dead but it's not what you think
Secret lives & broken promises,
All the pain that made there heart break
I can talk to the dead but it's not what you think
In the after life their is no light, their drawn to me every time I scream
Let death reach out and touch you
Let it take its pound of flesh from you