I keep going off the deep end I keep having the same dream Where I'm drowning near my best friend While his hand is out of reach So I reach for medication Whatever gets me through the night Feels like the demons that are chasing me Have been calling from inside Wake up Tears on my bed sheets Lost Sleep Thinking it's the way I am I hate Living like an outlaw But I can't stop Things keep going out of focus Don't know how to bring them back All I'm searching for is clarity But I did too many drugs for that Baby even when I'm sober Somehow that just makes it worse I wouldn't ask to see the future Cause every wish comes with a curse I'm praying on the side of the street I'm still waiting for the signs to mean something I want someone to know how bad I hurt But there's too many people hurting Wake up Tears on my bed sheets Lost Sleep Thinking its the way I am I hate Living like an outlaw But I can't stop Wake up Tears on my bed sheets Lost Sleep Thinking its the way I am I hate Living like an outlaw But I can't stop