I stare right at the sun And hope I'll soon go blind. I can't stand to see you with him Even just one more time. I turn my stereo up As far as it will go. I can't stand to hear you love him. I don't want to know. But no matter what I do, He'll still be with you. I can torture myself As long as it takes to forget you. And I can lie to myself As long as it takes to forget you. I spin around in circles To put you out of my mind. I count the breaks in the sidewalk To distract me from your crime. I run down endless streets As far as feet will take me. I stay out in the rain And wonder why God hates me. But no matter what I do, He'll still be with you. I can torture myself As long as it takes to forget you. And I can lie to myself As long as it takes to forget you.