Yeahhhhhhh Told myself there ain't no one already have it I stay strong willed but still sometimes I feel the madness Cause the close ones the worst ones, I can't stand it Trying to be a better man but they don't wanna see me standing In the booth I feel the gladdest, so in the studio I'm at it I don't this for the fame just doing what makes me happy Stay channeling these words in the hopes the fears will vanish Just releasing this pain in the hopes it clears the sadness So tired of this game keep my head down and stay trappin' From the start I had the spark my momma knew I wasn't average Never wanted this life but a nigga just really have it Surrounded my heart with ice now I'm cold as I could imagine, no Sometimes the close ones the worst ones, I can't stand it They stay tryna see me vanquish That bitch bad but she demanding Them boys hate me straight see past it Where were y'all when we first planned it Life throws obstacles see past it, life throws obstacles Told my team I'm bout to put us on the map I stay strong willed but still I feel the weight that's on my back Cause the close ones the worst ones, I can't slack Ima knock this out the park it's only hits when I'm at bat I've been paving all this way bless all this money that I attract From the cup it runneth over hope this wealth it overlap Been eyein' out these raps, been bottled that's no cap Been shooting for the stars but they still trying to hold me back Oh no Sometimes the close ones the worst ones, I can't stand it Oh no, oh no, noo Sometimes the close ones the worst ones, I can't stand it They stay trying to see me famished That bitch bad but I'm outstanding Can't stand it