Sometimes I end up waking up while the city still's asleep I dream about a day when all my doubts may disappear And yet I found myself writing a song to make things clear It's already December, as snow falls along with rain The feeling of regret makes me afraid of changing lane And yet those dreams I had, still linger deep within my brain I, now, feel like a survivor of a war against myself Neither won nor lost, just left there to float in time Oh, don't mind me, I'm just dreaming to spend this lonely night I guess I'll be alright It's easy to pretend to know exactly what to say But words don't always come to heal the pain along the way And yet those dreams I had, still linger deep within my brain I thought I had the answer, so why the hell am I confused? Another victim of delusion, another dream to be abused And if death comes to greet me, then what am I supposed to say? Will I die dreaming the future or will I still live in yesterday? I am one of those survivors of a war against themselves Neither won nor lost, just left there to float in time Oh, don't mind me, I'm just dreaming to spend this lonely night I guess I'll be just fine