They all believe
I'm overthinking
Overreacting
Over... sensitive me
Maybe they're right
I cry sometimes
I'd rather be numb
Than live with my mind
Rather be someone
Who doesn't freak out all the time
And I'm so done
With ups and downs and merry go rounds
That I've created
Wish I could break it
I'd rather be anybody but me
I'd rather be anybody but me
And I believe
No meditation
No medication
No
No therapy
Not another stranger
Paid listening to me
I'd rather be numb
Than live with my mind
Rather be someone
Who doesn't freak out all the time
And I'm so done
With ups and downs and merry go rounds
That I've created
Wish I could break it
I'd rather be anybody but me
I'd rather be anybody but me
And yeah, I know it's me
And there's nothing I can fix
'Cause I've been dealing with this shit for a long time
I'd rather be numb
Than live with my mind
Rather be someone
Who doesn't freak out all the time
And I'm so done
With ups and downs and merry go rounds
That I've created
Wish I could break it
I'd rather be anybody but me
I'd rather be anybody but me
I'd rather be anybody but me