Goodbye I'll see you in the next life I don't care where I go just get me out of here Give me the chance, I won't think twice Trade everything so I can disappear There used to be so much promise Or am I misremembering? Never felt so lost, if I'm honest Happiness is a distant memory I hate the way I've turned out So fucking burned out Stuck in the journey to the wrong destination I just want out of this situation Tired of measuring my suffering against, others to feel better We all suffer It doesn't have to be this way We're all living just to dig our own graves I've been struggling for as long as I can remember I keep waiting for it all to let up but it goes on forever Does life ever get better than this? Is this really as good, as it gets? What the fuck is wrong with everything? Or is it just something wrong with me? These thoughts that go around, and around in my fucking head Drill in my mind so deep that they don't let me sleep Intruding on my stability again, and again and again I question every day who makes me live this way? I've been playing it off, like I'm okay But I'll never recover from anything (I've been playing it off like I'm okay) (But I've never recovered from anything) (I've been playing it off like I'm okay) (But I've never recovered from anything) I've known where I'll end up, from the start There's only one way out for me When I go into the dark Don't come after me