Woke up feeling hazy (I can't get up) No love 'cause I hate me (And no one else) Is around to talk Blood drops, I feel down One day this life will kill me (Got to stop now) Chest tight as a knot I'm one step closer to God (You bring me closer to God) Veins clasp at the thought One more night 'til I'm gone (One more night 'til I'm gone) I'm gone Numb in the head, chemical arrest I'm gone Numb in the fucking head Doped up, yeah, I'm living in a dream Doped up, baby, you should come and see Doped up, yeah, I'm living in a dream Doped up, yeah, get fucked I push my head inside my palms Wear it as a mask to keep me calm A happy face hides me from my family A happy face hides what's inside of me A happy (happy, happy, happy, happy, happy...) I push my head inside my palms Wear it as a mask to keep me calm A happy face doesn't do shit for me It just paints, erase a new face My emotional propaganda Perpetuates Chest tight as a knot I'm one step closer to God (You bring me closer to God) Veins clasp at the thought One more night 'til I'm gone (One more night 'til I'm gone) I'm gone Doped up to the ninth degree What's the point of living if I never feel like me? ♪ Numb in the fucking head ♪ I'm gone Numb in the head, chemical arrest I'm gone Numb in the fucking head Doped up, yeah, I'm living in a dream Doped up, baby, you should come and see Doped up, yeah, I'm living in a dream Doped up, yeah, get fucked