Don't try to tell me
What I gotta believe in
'Cause I know my angels
And I know my demons
And I can't speed up
The change of seasons
Gonna stay right here
And I got my reasons
Try to tame the river
Try to stop that feeling
But you can't stop hurting
Like you can't stop breathing
I don't think you killed me
But I'm clearly bleeding
Gonna stay right here
At the place I'm healing
'Cause I'm down, in the dirt
But the dirt's where the seeds go
Then where the trees grow
Not a bad place to be
I'm in a world, a world of hurt
But the hurt's where the gold is
What I've been told is
Not a bad place to be
So I close the curtains
And I power the phone down
No distractions
I'm all alone now
My mother's touch
Why'd I think about that now?
Would it be too much
If I don't come back now?
And I'm underground
Think I'm doing alright here
I'm scared of the dark
But I know there's light here
And I'm looking around
For some kind of savior
Like whenever (maybe? idk?) I run
What if I just stayed here?
'Cause I'm down, in the dirt
But the dirt's where the seeds go
Then where the trees grow
Not a bad place to be
I'm in a world, a world of hurt
But the hurt's where the gold is
What I've been told is
Not a bad place to be
So let me be
Let me be
So I'm leaving home
And I'm not returning
Everything I've known
Is a bridge for burning
I got knocked out
But I kept on learning
So I'm leaving home
And I'm not returning
I'm down
In the dirt
I'm down
In the dirt
So I'm leaving home
And I'm not returning
Everything I've known
Is a bridge for burning
I got knocked out
But I kept on learning
So I'm leaving home
And I'm not returning
I thank the jerks
For what I found here
Cause I got my friends
And I got my doubt here
Gonna make a new home
'Cause I like it down here
I thank the jerks
For what I found here
I thank the jerks
For what I found here
I thank the jerks
For what I found here
I thank the jerks
For what I found here
I thank the jerks
For what I found here