I'm sick of myself
I'm tired of complaining
And all the doubts in my head
Make me feel the worlds weight on my shoulder
And I don't trust myself
It feels like I'm my hardest judge
And I'm comparing myself
Drowning in the mass of the better
Hold my own, time to hold my own
Hold my own, oh I feel so alone
I'm not worth it, I don't deserve it
Why can't I get out? Why am I here?
Instead of doing anything to be doing what I want
Wait, wait: What do I want?
Repetitive thoughts suck my energy
Once my mind's in trouble it feels like a machinery
Reproducing self-destructive thoughts all over again
With no use, this is self-abuse
Hold my own, time to hold my own
Hold my own, oh I feel so alone
You are my shadow like the dark chasing the light
My shadow, you will never leave my side
My shadow, you're my wild and inner child
Hello shadow, hello shadow
(Hello shadow, hello shadow)
(Hello shadow, hello shadow)
I just wanna be true, I just wanna be true
I just wanna be true to myself yeah
Standing in front of the mirror
Every day it gets clearer and clearer
I'm standing in front of the mirror
Every day it gets clearer
Hold my own, time to hold my own Yeah yeah
Hold my own, oh I feel so alone, so alone
You are my shadow, like the dark chasing the light
My shadow, you will never leave my side
My shadow, you're my wild and inner child
Hello shadow, hello shadow Yeah
(Hello shadow, hello shadow, you are my shadow)
(Hello shadow, hello shadow)
Hold my own, time to
Hold my own
Hold my own, oh I feel so alone
I just wanna be true, I just wanna be true
Standing in front of the mirror
Everyday it gets clearer and clearer