Nails like spades they've been digging at my brain I watch those happy people play and play all day I hope you listen when my neck breaks Suspended in patience I'll wait this out Keep on digging till I get past my doubts Blame Blame Blame "It's not my fault the treehouse fell over" Blame Blame Blame What's the matter? Didn't notice all the rot that's been gathered and splattered Selfish men live lavish lives There's greedy motha fuckas with tens of "wives" No one owes you a god damn thing The sooner you all come to terms the better we'll all be My whole life I've been Building the courage to open the door I locked it in purpose I've been here before My burdens stare Back at me so proudly adorned "Get out... leave me alone... no" Down Down Down Down Down We sink to the bottom with intentions to drown Drown Drown Drown Drown Drown As one I could float But together we drown "You can't run... I'll always find you" Opaque in shade my pigment un-obtained Groundskeeper won't you come and watch me decay? I hope you hear me when my neck snaps How does it sound? Could you recall it? Do you fear death or is it what comes next? As the earth is shaped by how we Dance upon her molded by anguish and visage! I'm paralyzed to the blinding fear I've internalized On the brink of collapsing Always always always Always