Take my name and write it down in vain
You don't have to pretend that you give a damn!
Silence broods deep inside itself, waiting for its next new guest
Patience is lost pain takes its place
Over and over and over again
Patience is lost, pain takes its place
Over and over and over again
Self-inflicted misery
Every night I rest my head down onto my death bed
Suffering outlasts all other feelings
Idol dismay pours like a rain cloud soaking me with its woe
Letting all the anger take control
Patience is lost pain takes its place
Over and over and over again
Patience is lost, pain takes its place
Over and over and over again
I welcome the hurt
It's all I know, even misery doesn't want my company
Even misery doesn't want my goddamn company
Sadistic I'm twisted! This blade as my witness to the slashes and gashes
They splash to the floor adorning while pouring the spillage of guts
If this makes you happy then my pain is a must
Instinct takes over when I'm met with grace I see your face and know
I'm all out of mistakes
Patience is lost pain takes its place
Over and over and over again
Patience is lost, pain takes its place
Over and over and over again
If I let you inside, if I showed you my beaten bones
Would you still feel pity? Or is it more like guilt?
If I could see what makes you happy then maybe I could have it too
If I could just pick apart your brain
Why don't I feel like you?
Why can't I be like you?
Let me shed my skin and slip into yours
I want to feel like the rest of the world
I don't wanna die I don't wanna
But I'm running out of reasons not to try
Always alone (always alone) from restless agony
My life is condemned to rot
Let me in
No matter where I run it'll always find me, always find me