I am about to break It's gettin' heavy on my shoulders and I just can't hold the weight I am so ashamed Seeking pleasure from whatever and I just can't satiate But you don't know what it's really like To be a shadow on the inside Nothing but a vapor or a mist that blows away And you don't know I've really done Or the monster that I've become Yes I can feel the pressure but I just can't hold the weight Cause you don't know me, I'm heading back where I belong I know I've lost my way I've gotten deeper than I wanted and I just can't pull away But you don't know what it's really like To be broken on the inside Screaming for a reason to believe that I can make a change And you don't know what I've really done Or the pain that I'm running from Yes I can feel the pressure but I just can't hold the weight Can I come home? Can I come home?