I have been walking on this dying road (?) And all of my history is telling me That I shouldn't go. Well I'll see what I want, When I want, if I wanna see it all. 'Cause I want a white light to lead me home. I haven't been honest with you And I haven't been honest with myself. I haven't been honest with you And I am a liar. I am a liar. Should'a waited on that (mine?) And I need a white light to lead me home. I haven't been honest with you And I haven't been honest with myself. I haven't been honest with you And I am a liar. I am a liar. I haven't been honest with you And I haven't been honest with myself. I haven't been honest with you And I am a liar. Oh and I lost everything that I love Both my shimmering eyes They moved on with the fiction I've been telling myself all this time. I should'a stayed where I was