So maybe I'm alone since I moved states
And every time I'm home for like five days
She don't ever ring my phone coming my way
I guess that's how it goes when your life change
Told her, baby I'ma go for my pipe dream
And you'll never meet another quite like me
Then she reached for the door and she left me
Floor feeling empty, how could you leave me now?
It's so complicated
In conversations
With myself
I'm often hating
Who you made me
And what you dealt
So I get mad
I can't mask
All the pain you gave to me
I won't ask
I retract
All the love I let you keep
So give it all back to me my love
So I can let it go
I remember what it was
But I don't wanna know
Yeah I don't wanna know
Yeah yeah yeah
Yeah I don't wanna know
So maybe I'ma fool since you left me
Hell, I can't keep my cool when you text me
I miss you next to me, and talking to me sexually
I crave your energy, you always get the best of me still
So I'm back on the pills
Numb the hurt that I feel
Nothing seems to be real
When it's lonely at night
Baby I'm feeling chills
If you wanted a fight
Maybe I would've killed for you
Complicated
In conversations
With myself
I'm often hating
Who you made me
And what you dealt
So I get mad
I can't mask
All the pain you gave to me
I won't ask
I retract
All the love I let you keep
So give it all back to me my love
So I can let it go
I remember what it was
But I don't wanna know
Yeah I don't wanna know
Yeah yeah yeah
Yeah I don't wanna know