I put in too much pain, that's why I'm movin' forward Can't get caught up in the motion, gotta keep it goin' I know I caused a lot of pain, it hurt me in my core They want a grown-up outta me, Ion wanna step into it I got one in my name, I'm the one doin' it best I don't need a big sign just to tell me I'm next I lost somebody I love, heart weighin' down in my chest Sometimes it feel like I'm cursed, sometimes it feel like I'm blessed You could hear the tears fallin' in my melody Different bag I'm boutta do shit that you never seen How do I tell you all my feelings, what you meant to me If you look into my eyes, you see it runnin' deep If you wanna talk baby you know you could come to me I said it once but it's something that I can't repeat I can't just fake it if it's something that I don't believe But I wanted you the same way that you wanted me Didn't know I had it but for you, I showed emotion My heart was warm now it's back to being frozen Baby what we had was real and I know it All I had was love, I'm sorry I couldn't show it Different type of pain when you have to leave somebody you love I'm tearin' up at every moment but these tears ain't enough I got caught up in my feelings and I lost who I was Used to pride myself on never giving up (Didn't know I had it but for you, I showed emotion My heart was warm now it's back to being frozen Baby what we had was real and I know it All I had was love, I'm sorry I couldn't show it Different type of pain when you have to leave somebody you love I'm tearin' up at every moment but these tears ain't enough I got caught up in my feelings and I lost who I was Used to pride myself on never giving up)