I'm so sick of compromise Been going every which way Would I even know what to say If someone asked me what I like I think I should take some time I've been slipping away So intoxicated By everything but my own life Been numbing the pain All the things I could change Overdose on forgetting it I couldn't feel anything Now I'm finally awake Maybe it's ok Like a shot of adrenaline Now I'm not afraid I've been looking out for myself But when you hold me it helps I'm in and out I've been looking out for myself But when you hold me it helps I'm in and out I've been looking out for myself But when you hold me it helps I'm in and out I'm in and out, I'm in and out I've been looking out for myself But when you hold me it helps I'm in and out I'm in and out, I'm in and out Every time I close my eyes I imagine the day when old habits fade I'm not holding back from a new life And if I'm falling behind I remember your face And what you would say That everything that's worth it takes it's time Now I'm finally awake Maybe it's ok Like a shot of adrenaline Now I'm not afraid I've been looking out for myself But when you hold me it helps I'm in and out I've been looking out for myself But when you hold me it helps I'm in and out I've been looking out for myself But when you hold me it helps I'm in and out I'm in and out, I'm in and out I've been looking out for myself But when you hold me it helps I'm in and out I'm in and out, I'm in and out Looking out for me But when you hold me