They say now I'm the man
But they don't really know or understand
Lately I can't stand who I am
Looking in the mirror like damn
(Yeah)
Got me looking in the mirror
(Yeah)
Another day under delivered
(Yeah)
I've been counting the days
That are getting thinner more than a model skipping dinner
I know
Nigga I know
The fall gets harder higher up that I go
Get caught up with the high
When I'm really feeling low
Tryna get caught up with checks
Like I'm at a voting poll
Believe at best
I'mma G but in grievance yes
I made dreams when I sleep at rest
But nightmares to real when you see what's left
Now I admit
I'mma muthafuckin' monster
Know I'm next
I see love as a total mess
A Total loss a total debt
Time to collect
The mind gotta be trained just know what's next
But mines off track nigga
Total wreck
They say now I'm the man
But they don't really know or understand
Lately I can't stand who I am
Looking in the mirror like damn
They say now I'm the man
But they don't really know or understand
Lately I can't stand who I am
Looking in the mirror like damn
Yeah
I'mma need my a covenant
Knowing what I've done
I'mma need me a punishment
Moved couple O's
Back then I was hustlin'
Had a taste for it
But now I can't stomach it
Never the same
I be changing each day
Now this is my song
So I must refrain
But the liquor and the drugs
Were just calling my name
I was tryna stay a head
But instead got headaches
Damn always gettin drama
Though it's never been a problem
So focused about these commas
I forget to call my momma
Hey momma I'm falling
Starting family feuds
That I feel like Steve Harvey
Hardly do we ever talk
I'm sorry
Struggling with the demons
But invite them to the party
Cocaine Molly
Chase it with Bacardi
Laying with a Barbie
Slaying with a Barbie
They say now I'm the man
But they don't really know or understand
Lately I can't stand who I am
Looking in the mirror like damn
They say now I'm the man
But they don't really know or understand
Lately I can't stand who I am
Looking in the mirror like damn