I wish i knew your secret I wish i knew your form I wish i had a way to keep from getting sore Of all these bloody mirrors You whisper into my ear They're never going far off, always thinking of skulls When i was so much stronger i was pining for you But now im weak and useless, nothing i can do To make the pain go quicker To make them reconsider Making me watch the litter Washed up trash and debris Whatever you want to do to me God wont turn his head Wasted hours wont let go of me Hold me by the neck I want your teary lashes whip me out of my rut I want your dusty ashes, hope it isnt much I want your pretty symptoms ive seen in cold museums I want that mausoleum, Christian love in my throat Hold me by the neck