You were my new inspiration
My muse
And I mean that not as a compliment
I will use you to cruise through any writers block
Any lazy days when a glazed gaze invades my minds cave of creativity
I will think of you
And what you did to me
I will take negativity and make it inspire me
I was not a book from a library
As I stand here alone, I declare 'I was not alone'
To be picked up and dropped off at a later date
And you barely even made my spine bend
Just skim through some of the interesting bits then skip to the end
The notes you left in my margins turned from scribbles to scars but.
.Here's the best part
You didn't even realise you were reading the first draught of a best seller
The manuscript of a future Nobel prize winner
This book you discarded as a pamphlet
Will ignite shit
I will work ten times harder than before
I will create art
I will create beauty
I will create so many things that you can't ignore
But I will not do them in your name
I will not shout you from the rooftops
I will tap your name out in Morse code on my outer thigh
As I casually except plaudits from on high
I will not try to win you back
I do not want you back
I just want to show you
I just need to show you what you fucking walked away from
I will achieve all my goals tenfold
I will achieve all your goals too: casually,
I will have happiness and joy in my life
I will fall in love; husband, child and wife
I will shine brighter than I could ever have dreamed to be
And you will see me.
And you will see me.
I will make rivers run red in your anonymity
The screams of nations will echo our affinity
My raft will be relentless
My path of destruction will be momentously momentous
I will change the face of history
And paint it in my likeness
And I will LIKE this
I will destroy everything that you hold dear
By simply destroying everything: far and near
My footsteps will be impossible not to hear
I will watch you from afar, and taste each tear
I will destroy wipe out entire races
I will erase faiths of this place with great haste and no graces
This world will become my play thing
Embracing my ways, and then just breaking
I will burn this entire world to the ground
I will leave a mark greater, than any have ever left before
I will lay waste by land, air and sea
And you will see me.
And you will see me.