Lost in my mind I feel confused This mental war Fuck I'm tore Just why can't I stop the abuse Abuse Sitting in silence with a loud mind Thoughts frightening on a quiet night Hey mom and dad I'm not alright Is there any way out of this Night and day I feel like piss These thoughts and feelings I can't dismiss, Can't dismiss Am I going to be okay? Is everything going to be okay? am I going to be okay Because I'm not today, not today, not today Losing myself Slowly now Will I grasp? We'll find out Just why can't I forget about You Sitting in silence with a loud mind Thoughts frightening on a quiet night Hey mom and dad I'm not alright Is there any way out of this Night and day I feel like piss These thoughts and feelings I can't dismiss, Can't dismiss Am I going to be okay? Is everything going to be okay? am I going to be okay Because I'm not today, not today, not today