It's negative, I wish you the worst dear To feel the greatest pain, a positive You said it's all in vain and know I felt And I won't feel again, I know you Hours of madness, years of disfunction The deepest embitterment No will to strive or achieve Finally in breakdown Eventual fall to your knees As you crawl back to me It ends like this, I can hope for bliss If you fell again 'cause I'm right here To witness every step and when you trip I will cherish it Hours of madness, years of disfunction The deepest embitterment No will to strive or achieve Finally in breakdown Eventual fall to your knees As you crawl back to... I live to watch you fail I am in the wind in your sail And I issue the worst dear, to feel the greatest pain 'Cause I'm right here to retrieve all you stole Every tear and everything you own I wish you... Hours of madness, years of disfunction The deepest embitterment No way to trust anyone This is how I lived This is how you left me blue As I'd crawl back to you