Oh my dad he doesn't see it
And my mom she won't believe it
I'm confused and I'm talking sh*t
I've been abused and that's what did it
I'll have therapy to fix it
Been accused of faking it
I feel dehumanized
I feel as if I
I'm a freak
Living in a freakshow
Freak
And I should hide reality, oh reality
And I am weak
When I'm giving in to what I need
Yeah I should hide reality, oh reality
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I can be me around the house
But have to hide it when I'm out
'Cause what if anybody sees
Will they disown me
Will they talk behind my back
And will they walk right over me
Give me no right to be
I feel dehumanized
I feel as if I
I'm a freak
Living in a freakshow
Freak
And I should hide reality, oh reality
And I am weak
When I'm giving in to what I need
Yeah I should hide reality, oh reality
Oh I slowly changed my appearance
I've punched some holes in my ears
Anything to validate me and to relate to what I see
And make me feel in control
Even though I still don't feel whole
I'm trying to distract my mind and push aside
Today's reality
That I'm a freak
Living in a freakshow
Freak
And I should hide reality, oh I wish I could
Oh I'm a Freak
Living in a freakshow
Freak
And I should hide reality, oh reality
And I am weak
When I'm giving in to what I need
Yeah I should hide reality, oh reality