There's a part of me that died for the millionth time But I guess that's the way it goes Because I want you for myself I destroy my mental health I'm hoping you can't see it show [Chorus] I am falling from the stars/ hurts like a hammer to the heart As the shortness of my breath proves to be meaningless I am all alone-falling forward this time I wish winter would end So I could see my friend in a spring ahead I have a recent memory of the worst and longest January I have ever known [Chorus] I almost took it as a sign just from pouring wine Into the largest glass in the house I felt the world improve through the beauty of just being you Now a fleeting moment I wish could last [Chorus]