I can't believe This is what thoughts can cause I'm in search of remedy It's so hard to focus It's in my head, it's in my head I'm getting back To those toxic places It's in my head Oh, I don't want this It's the enemy Who I know really well Overthinking I fight back, I can tell I want to take it, want to brake it I'm stuck, I know, I have been lately It just spins around, around, around I want to take I want to brake it I fall apart Everything's falling down on me Falling down on me I'll break it down This is who I want to be Who I want to be I'm wading Through muddy waters I'm fading Because there are no borders My compass is broken I'm trying so hard Feels like I'm frozen Gotta play the secret card I want to take it, want to brake it I'm stuck, I know, I have been lately It just spins around, around, around I want to take I want to brake it I fall apart Everything's falling down on me Falling down on me I'll break it down This is who I want to be Who I want to be I fall apart I'll break it down I fall apart I'll break it down This is not the first cause not the last This is not the first cause not the last I'm sick of getting over it over again I don't wanna play, don't wanna play a masquerade Sometimes I'm lost but I realize This is not the first cause not the last I fall apart Everything's falling down on me Falling down on me I'll break it down This is who I want to be Who I want to be I fall apart I'll break it down I fall apart I'll break it down